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Wednesday, 20 April 2011 1:43 am
not always.

It's times like these (long hours in front of the computer with The Script lads for companionship) that I realise I'm lonely. Lonely without realising it. Or maybe I just do what I'm so used to and just ignore that feeling. Those feelings didn't disappear. They merely got buried. Cemented under the layer that is the veneer of my true soul. Lonely in a way that craves the attention of a male in my life. This absentee male will feel all the warmth and love I have.. for I have not had anyone to give this part to in a long time. 7 years long.

At least I'm independent. One consolation.


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