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Wednesday, 3 November 2010 11:07 am
need. a . break. now.

I feel like I'm going through burn-out. Like a really severe case. I'm no longer motivated to write or even think up interview questions. The train of thought yadda yadda is still there and all but I get this feeling of restlessness every time I'm tasked to write something. I do all the medical, educational and boring stuff that I "have expertise in" so I guess writing about something you don't want to write about but just want to know about is just not my thing.

I've got 2 articles to write. I shall not disclose what I'm writing for since there are noseys online who have nothing else to do but check out who's Facebooking about their schools and stuff, pfftt. I just so badly want a break that I'm looking forward to graduation just so I get the day off and don't have to deal with sitting in front of a laptop getting finger rot from all that typing.

2 months in. I'm angsty and annoyed (yes, annoyed- it's the second marker on my anger spectrum) but I do get this feeling of liberation once I'm done. [Argh, just saw a roach run across the table] I just wish this will all get better cos on a personal level, I can't be strong all the time. I really REALLY need a break. NOW.
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