"Love is that condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own". - unknown
I wish I could learn to feel that way again- with a clean slate. I don't want to keep pining for him anymore. Right now, I've lost contact with him to know if he's happy or not, but when there was contact, his happiness gave me immense happiness. Is that why I've been so pensive these past few weeks? Bothered and confused. Because I feel so un-intuned to him? Anyway, I'm putting a hold on the boy front.