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Monday, 22 June 2009 11:57 pm
the working of the muddled mind.

I've been wondering about many things lately and I've wanted to know if this is the path God chose for me. I don't like questioning God and I've always come to realise what He's getting me to do and where He put me has a reason, but for now, I'm at a loss for words and feelings for what I've come to- this crosspath in my life.

Don't get me wrong, I'm grateful for what I've got and the people that I have, but I want my personal life to go back to how it was, when I was carefree and healthy. I'm plagued with never-ending problems and people that think they are doing a world of good by being "kind, considerate and concerned" when all they do is ruin everyone's mood and hurt people. Buzz off.

The unbearable pain returns, time for me to seek solace.
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