Even later on, when Nat and I crashed tutorial A for Ben's class, I still felt at ease and I guess eventually got over the fear of the Mac. I admit ALOT of that fear was stripped away, layer by layer by Ben who cared enough to guide me through the terrifying times. Nat was invaluable when I simply feared asking. Btw Nat, if you're reading this, you weren't the only one who was listening when I asked all those silly questions. They're being put back into my memory by being asked them over again-only they aren't being asked by you. Stop laughing. Its traumatising! Gahhh!
Funny how things worked out in the end. I'm glad I went through this whole experience though. Guess its toughened me up sorts, allowed me to get back to my roots and make everything I worked on worthwhile. Am I looking forward to the new trimester when I know the faces I long to seek aren't going to be there? No. Am I looking forward to the assignments that are gonna cause me sleepless nights? No. But what I am looking for are the new experiences I'll have and the little pieces of people that'll be part of me in the journey I'm taking on. (: