I missed you terribly once. Thought I'd never recover. Then I remembered another and realised that i did it once and I could do it again. But with you, I think its going to be different. Very different. I've been extremely careful not to let anything get in the way of my heart and mind, not to let the depression permeate into the realm of the conscious. I'm stubbornly headstrong, but you've managed to charm your way without so much as a struggle from me. Effortless. I want you to keep talking, and for me to just keep listening, drowning out the gentle thrum of your heartbeat.
Before I get over my head in this,I'd better stop and go back to dreams cos that's the only way I'll feel as cloes as I want to be with you.
Plague me in my dreams, please, like you've been doing so far.