What started off as a supremely wonderful day is ending on paler tones.
COLOR!
Fell out of bed again. I blame the magnetic pull of natural attraction. Dressed in a dress. Happy happy me went to school on a high note. Nat and I wait... wait for the smile and wave "good morning". Showed that woman "Please Don't Interupt Me While I'm Ignoring You" and she backhands my assets (in this circumstance, twasn't) in front of wrong party. Kept messing with my sanity! I'm already challenged when it involves attention-spans on media stuff and then there's dancing, jerkiness, shirt tails, excitement and pinning stares. How much do I handle?
FADED COLOURS
Wait forever at coffeebean with Nat, Shotgun, the b'day girl, Gen, Sameer and Mike for tutorial(I'd prefer the term torture..) to start. The alphabets all look the bloody same dunnit? Hang on, need to get the song back on. Right. I'm lost but I do ask questions. Nat refuses to help me save my work to my thumbdrive. There are SO many files I dunno which one is gonna end up saving in another folder. AA just added to the confusion and apprehension after he shows us how to 'Manage Files'. I'd rather file manage my messed up life... even colour-coding sounds fun. He also braved the people at Comex- TWICE! Like me! Funny bit was when he walked in to the lab, glanced and said "I see some of you have braved the people to get yourselves headphones.."
Another bit that caught me of guard was the math part ("I know you guys don't like math."... and goes ontalking about algorithms and I scrunched up my face in a grimace and he says " I see grimaces... *laughs*.. but we'll just need to know about the size of the rooms and the widths..........") Oh and the originality statement of the year. yuck. Be flattered I'd get the same pair as you. Sod her. Ohohoh! The funniest bit! "AND IF HIPPIES AND THE YIPPIES AND THE DISRUPTERS OF THE...SYSTEMS THAT WASHINGTON AND LINCOLNS BROUGHT FORTH AS PRESIDENTS OF THIS COUNTRY......" Nat and I heard that phrase repeated so many times in so many versions that i'll be repeating it in my sleep when I wake up on the floor on friday morning. He even made us hear it backwards and I promise, it sounded like someone swearing in Arabic! HILARIOUS!!!
BLACKANDWHITE.
Rush off cos its a holy day and I have to be home for prayers only to get stormy weather and tension that was incredibly palpable you could cut through it with a knife and serve it with cream and a cherry on top. I didn't even get to have a peaceful hot shower that my constitution was desperately crying out for. I'm gonna go meditate, have dinner, come back to readings, an email response and Sapir-Whorf theories. Ciao` darlings. You'll see me in school tmr even though I don't need to be. Its a class call worryanddesperation.
It went as plan. I got the job. Moneymoneymoney.