Gen and I managed to get out of the packed IT fair at Suntec. We walked and walked, bumped into the wrong Ben and got banged up a lil with all those people who think a fair requires the S'pore habit of bringing a trolley to a supermarket or wet market. That woman and I almost decided on a pair of headphones when she decided she wanted the bigger ones... she looks more punk in them. It'll slide off my head with the constant nodding I undertake in class. I'm just following orders and listening to the "old man's" hearing safety guidelines.
We needed a drink so we walked all the way down from the 6th floor, got ourselves pathetic 2buck drinks that we gulped like water-starved fishes and headed all the way back up again.
WE MADE IT OUT AGAIN!
Prepared ourselves for the onslaughter and managed to find our way back to the booth, got our headphones with the jack (that's the bullet thingy I was refering to, Nat) and got out of that place. Wandered around a little cos we had a half hour wait and decided to go to the other bus stop. Tried on dresses for the interview Wednesday but couldn't find anything suitable so my stylist suggests an after school shopping excursion. At least I've put my choice of clothes in extremely capable hands. The trips to and fro were long and the name on my lips is starting to get the better of me. I've decided he should take a back seat. My life's become rather empty and what I thought was gonna result in a partnership has been torn to shreds once again. I'm not going down that path again. Its self-destructive even though I've built a barrier of protection.
As for N, I'm not too sure. Its not that I don't love the guy, he's just never insinuated anything between us and I'm being careful to not give my feelings away too soon. I learnt the hard way and I'm not gonna let my friends suffer my fate along with me. I guess I have to take hold of the reins again, pull back and see where I'm headed before just foraging on in search of something I'm not in favour off but following cos the scenery is tempting.
Loves ya'll!